Weird...

<<< Funny/Random right? I made this while at work the other day. The wireless internet was not working and I was bored. I don't even know what is going on in this picture. LOL...I hope no one thinks I'm some crazy person lol. I just clicked any random thing and put it on a blue background. I like it though...it's sooo random...it's my laptop wallpaper too lol.

These past few days have been weird and busy in a way. Not busy in life, but busy with schoolwork. Ugh...I had to B-S my Philosophy paper because I haven't purchased the book yet. I'm really scared to see what my grade is going to be. I used my resources and I really tried my best...so I guess I can't be mad at myself if I don't grade as high=/. I have a new storyboard to do for my Broadcast Writing class all the time. That's ok though...I like getting into my major and doing what is going to help me out one day. =]

I've been feeling weird though. I don't know what it is, but it's just like I feel out of place at times. I don't like that feeling. Hopefully everything will feel right soon lol. I really can't get in depth about it because I just don't know where it's coming from lol.

I have also made an important decision regarding a lifetime commitment I will be enduring in later this year if God permits. I can not really get into it, but I will say this: I am extremely dedicated and determined to succeed in everyone of my future endeavors. All I need is the strength of my God and assurance to fulfill my goal his year. It's scary how I am so afraid of it. I feel as though I have a fire in me that will take more than rain to extinguish, but I'm extremely terrified of rain storms...do you understand what I mean? I don't like to get my heart broken. My dreams and aspirations....when they are not met...my heart aches...truthfully. Cheesy? I know...but it is true. I just need to pray and have faith that I will fulfill my goal this year because only through HIM will I succeed =].

Sole Pulse - My Work (Copyright) lol

Soul Pulse

Do you hear my beating heart?
The music it plays when we are united
The vibrational energy it consists…
Propagated through matter creating sound waves that always seem to excite…

…Excite me…
The abundance in waves creating an ocean
Without a grasp of air I can be left drowning
Into a sea of sounds in motion

Do you feel my beating heart?
Every pump giving out a repeated, rhythmic contraction
Every beat’s sound emerging
As the tips of your fingers touch…

…Touch the keys on the piano…
Following my heart’s beat to assess your musical creation
Providing lessons to my heart
…on pulse profusion

Do you see my beating heart?
Pulses piercing inwards, outwards my chest
Painting on a canvas full of elevations
Only smooth when you caress…

…Caress the waves caused by massive compression
Seen every time you lay your eyes on my canvas
You can see the colors formed from my beating heart
And as long as you continue … this rainbow will forever last

Thus, will you be my beating heart?
We can link all of the illustrations and sounds in the dark
All conceived when you hear, you touch, you see,
And become one with my beating heart…

…Be one with my beating heart
Not plural, just one
Let’s merge into one
Two minds, one heart


I love poetry...and I feel so free when I write. I love the gift of word...

I usually don't like to share, but I guess since my writings are part of me...I should share...since this blog is kind of part of me too =]