Hmm...

Well, well, well, what to write about?

Honestly, I have no idea! lol

Hmm, let's see...well, my major is a PAIN in the behind as always. It sucks up all of my time and even resulted in me having to leave my job on campus. Yeap, that pretty much sucks. My schedule is so hectic during the day, that the only time I have available to really work is at night and that's what I'm actually trying to do; trying to find a job where they need overnight people. Crazy, huh?

I have absolutely no money. I'm so broke, not even funny. I have been waiting for my refund check for this semester forever...I mean, I can taste they $$$...it just needs to be in my account already!!! I have so many plans for that money (lmao).

I have been without a phone for a month now and it SUCKS so bad! I'm telling you, every year, I go through a moment where I have no phone because SOMEHOW I seem to damage my phone. Sooo, I have to get a new phone. I want a Blackberry Curve, I have been wanting one for this entire summer. I want one in pink as well, but Sprint only has >Titanium< and >Red<. =( There might be a chance I don't get a Curve, I might get a Palm Centro in pink, who knows! I really want a Blackberry though.

There's a guy I am crushing hard! I mean, I always thought he was cute, and had a mini crush on him since last year, but definitely not as strong as it is now. I have a feeling he might think I'm cute as well. Judging from my past with guys...this might be interesting (ughhh) Let's see how this goes...

Let me leave you all with a song quote from my man Bobby:

"Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery;
None but ourselves can free our minds.
Have no fear for atomic energy,
cause none of them can stop the time."

--Bob Marley "Redemption Song"

ReadBetweenTheLines.

I'm very private, private about almost anything that involves giving even a little of me...so it's kind of an oxymoron owning a blog like this, don't you think? BUT, this is bit of therapy for me...I can't go too in depth with it though...I am VERY into words, I think besides visual art, it is the best way of expressing how you feel, so instead of directly typing and sharing EXACTLY what is going on with me in story-like form, I will post a sequence of quotes representing my thoughts for the moment.
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"Jealousy is all the fun you think they had."
-Erica Jong

"One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else."
-Unknown

"Deep down even the most hardened criminal is starving for the same thing that motivates the innocent baby: Love and acceptance."
-Lily Fairchilde

"A sympathetic friend can be quite as dear as a brother." (sister, in my case)
-Homer

"Without friends no one would choose to live, though he had all other goods."
-Aristotle

"To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you."
-Lewis B. Smedes

"I believe one of the hardest things you can do is conquer your fears, but if you have a goal, then it's your job to open up and let it be real no matter how scary it seems."
-Unknown

"Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."
-Gandhi