Hmm...

Well, well, well, what to write about?

Honestly, I have no idea! lol

Hmm, let's see...well, my major is a PAIN in the behind as always. It sucks up all of my time and even resulted in me having to leave my job on campus. Yeap, that pretty much sucks. My schedule is so hectic during the day, that the only time I have available to really work is at night and that's what I'm actually trying to do; trying to find a job where they need overnight people. Crazy, huh?

I have absolutely no money. I'm so broke, not even funny. I have been waiting for my refund check for this semester forever...I mean, I can taste they $$$...it just needs to be in my account already!!! I have so many plans for that money (lmao).

I have been without a phone for a month now and it SUCKS so bad! I'm telling you, every year, I go through a moment where I have no phone because SOMEHOW I seem to damage my phone. Sooo, I have to get a new phone. I want a Blackberry Curve, I have been wanting one for this entire summer. I want one in pink as well, but Sprint only has >Titanium< and >Red<. =( There might be a chance I don't get a Curve, I might get a Palm Centro in pink, who knows! I really want a Blackberry though.

There's a guy I am crushing hard! I mean, I always thought he was cute, and had a mini crush on him since last year, but definitely not as strong as it is now. I have a feeling he might think I'm cute as well. Judging from my past with guys...this might be interesting (ughhh) Let's see how this goes...

Let me leave you all with a song quote from my man Bobby:

"Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery;
None but ourselves can free our minds.
Have no fear for atomic energy,
cause none of them can stop the time."

--Bob Marley "Redemption Song"

ReadBetweenTheLines.

I'm very private, private about almost anything that involves giving even a little of me...so it's kind of an oxymoron owning a blog like this, don't you think? BUT, this is bit of therapy for me...I can't go too in depth with it though...I am VERY into words, I think besides visual art, it is the best way of expressing how you feel, so instead of directly typing and sharing EXACTLY what is going on with me in story-like form, I will post a sequence of quotes representing my thoughts for the moment.
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"Jealousy is all the fun you think they had."
-Erica Jong

"One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else."
-Unknown

"Deep down even the most hardened criminal is starving for the same thing that motivates the innocent baby: Love and acceptance."
-Lily Fairchilde

"A sympathetic friend can be quite as dear as a brother." (sister, in my case)
-Homer

"Without friends no one would choose to live, though he had all other goods."
-Aristotle

"To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you."
-Lewis B. Smedes

"I believe one of the hardest things you can do is conquer your fears, but if you have a goal, then it's your job to open up and let it be real no matter how scary it seems."
-Unknown

"Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."
-Gandhi

VideoOfTheWeek.-9

Honestly, Diddy KILLSSSSS me, every time! lol



Oh, and especially at the end.

One question though, Is he eating Fruit Loops with Orange Juice instead of milk? idk man......

"Gettin'Up"-Q-Tip

If you know me well, then you would know that Q-Tip (and A Tribe Called Quest) is one of my favorites!



Post-Script: Definitely love the wardrobe, 'nuff said. ;-)

Untitled.

As I reminisce on my day, as I'm sucking on this Certs mint, I realize...

.............Men are intimidated of women who carry large company.

"Where did this come from?" you may ask.

Well, today after finishing my last class for the day...I went back to my dorm room. I was alone. For the first time in a while I was in my room without a roommate and without suitemates. It was lovely. Do not get me wrong, I loved them...they are the best...but I like my "ME" time, yanno? So I took advantage and read a [boring] chapter from one of my textbooks, caught up on the Tyra Show and thought to myself...

"Hmm, let me do something I have never done before...I'm going to eat in one of the dining areas on campus BY MYSELF..."

"What's the big deal?" you may ask.

Well, I always said that if I ate by myself here on campus...I will look like a LOSER (lol). I shook that off today and I did it...I ate by myself.

I sat there, with an insecurity inside me, but I still carried my head high (You can't let them see you sweat now lol). I had my IPod (Snowflake) on, reading my magazine, while eating my food. Soo, obviously you can assume that it was "ME" time bc I was occupied, but NOPE...every minute, some new dude came up to me starting conversation.

It was so funny to me. Just random guys...I guess it makes them feel more like a 'man' when they approach a female with out the extra baggage that comes with the extra company.

I would deeply diagnose the situation, but...honestly, there is no time for that at the moment =]. Maybe, I'll revisit at a later date. ;-)

-I'm about to go to one of my girlfriends' apartment now with my other girlfriends for a gathering =] hehe

Post-script: My condolences go to those families of those lives who were lost in September 11, 2001. =(

Currently Listening to: "Like it Like That" - A Tribe Called Quest

With much love and much respect,

-KéilaL<3ve.

VideoOfTheWeek

I know, I know...I've been a little backed up...BUT...here is this week's "Video of the Week" =]

No Sex (In the Champagne Room) - Chris Rock feat. Gerald Levert



CLASSIC! =]

I Have Got to See This Movie!!!

"Miracle at Saint Anna" Directed by Spike Lee



I love movies like this, but no one ever wants to see them with me...

AreYouSmarterthanAFifthGrader?

In the latest issue of Nylon magazine, they feature a set of questions based off of 'Are You Smarter than a Fifth Grader?' Soo...I tested my suitemate, Tashie,---poor thing, she forgot everything lol.

Let's see where you stand (And don't cheat):

Grade 1
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1) What man is on front of the 20 dollar bill?

2) A heptagon is a shape with how many sides?

3) If you add equal amounts of red and blue paint, what color paint do you get?

Grade 2
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4) What color absorbs the most light?

5) Inca civilizations were concentrated on what continent?

6) Which is the longer: one kilometer or one mile?

Grade 3
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7) True or false: A tutle is an amphibian

8) The cerebrum is the biggest part of what organ in your body?

9) In the Northern Hemisphere, in what month is the autumnal equinox?

Grade 4
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10) In the equation 6 divided by 2 equals 3, which number represents the dividend?

11) What is the lowest prime number?

12) How long is one regular term for a U.S. Representative?

Grade 5
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13) What is the greatest common factor of 2 and 3?

14) What is the world's second largest country in terms of land area?

15) True or False: "Carefully," "easily," and "barely" are examples of adjectives.

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-I'll post the answers soon =]

With much love and much repect,