Neglection.

Seven days have passed...

...seven whole days

and still no word from you.

Was it something I did, something I said?? I don't understand it.

All I've every tried to do is get you to open up to me. Is that wrong? I'm over the games and I just want you to be honest with me. Is that much to ask for? I thought I was getting through to you. Was I mistaken? If so, please let me know where I stand, where we stand...please, before you go. I just need to know.

I'm tired of giving and giving and getting nothing in return. It hurts to want you the way I do, but if this is the way it has to be, than I rather let it be then continue to be your fool. But just do me one decent favor and tell me. Just talk to me.

Neglection.

To help reflect on this issue, let's listen to some good ol' Toni B. Now, she's been through it. "Seven Whole Days"

Seven Whole Days - Toni Braxton

Seven whole days
And not a word from you
Seven whole nights
Im just about thru
I cant take it, wont take it
Cant take it no more
I had about enough of you

Id rather be on my own
Yes on my own

Darlin
Darlin
You know if you cared anything about love
You woulda been front and center
Lovin me and touchin me
Honey
Honey
You know if you knew anything about me
You woulda been much more tender
Ooh squeezin me, caressin me
You coulda had about anything you wanted
But you messed it up
You had to be tough
You told your friends
You had me wrapped around your finger
You were talking kinda cocky
Like you had it goin on
All the while you knew
That things were kinda shaky
You knew that you were wrong
Dead wrong to be
Mistreating me
How can we go on

Seven whole days
And not a word from you
Seven whole nights
Im just about thru
I cant take it, wont take it
Cant take it no more
I had about enough of you

Id rather be on my own
Yes on my own

Sugar
Sugar
You know if you knew anything about sweet
You woulda been talkin to me
Everyday
Seven days a week
Baby
Baby
You shoulda been givin me
A little more time
But you were just much too busy
Abusin me and usin me
I woulda done about anything
Ya wanted
I was there for you
I was crazy about you
When I was sittin thinkin
I was kinda special
You were runnin round
Hittin every other girl in town
How could you love me
When you knew you played me funny
You knew that you were wrong
Dead wrong to be
Mistreating me
How can we go on

Seven whole days
And not a word from you
Seven whole nights
Im just about thru
I cant take it, wont take it
Cant take it no more
I had about enough of you

Id rather be on my own
Yes on my own

Deep in my heart
You were number one to start
But then you changed
You threw my heart away
Told your friends that
You were runnin thangs
Whyd it have to be that way
Youre wrong
Dead wrong
Tell me how
How can we go wrong

Seven whole days
And not a word from you
Seven whole nights
Im just about thru
I cant take it, wont take it
Cant take it no more
I had about enough of you

Id rather be on my own
Yes on my own

WelcomeToHeartbreak

Welcome to Heartbreak - Kanye West Feat Kid Kudi



I am SOOOO happy he decided to make this song his next single. It was always on my top 2 favorite tracks on the album.

This video is insane. It's crazy how the smallest detail can make such a major impact; like the screen thumping in the middle of the video, how it syncs with the heart thump in the song, or the constant diteriating in the video.

Post-Script: Doesn't it feel like there will probably be an alternative video to this song?

Well that's all I can say today, it's 5 in the morning...and I should be sleeping. lol

'Til next time!
-KL<3VE

NewVideos.

Hey ya'll,

I realized, I haven't really updated you guys on some recent videos. Sorry for that, if you know me then you KNOW that I am constantly trying to record things, something, anything! lol...even though my friends hate it lol.

Well here are a few for laughs...hope you guys enjoy it!

...and oh yea, quick update on me--> I am stressing out as usual. I hate how overwhelming school can be, ESPECIALLY my major! Ugh -_- LOL,

Let me know how it's been going with you guys, hopefully you're life isn't as stressful and nerve wracking as mine right now. ;-)

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This is my friend Alisa, doesn't she look like Ray Charles with them shades on?? lol



Talking about her tattoos...



Lets tell the truth guys, doesn't he look like Johnny Gill??



My friends' version of "My Duggie????" lol



Aww, aren't I special??? Jasmine sang to me on my bday



Don't you hate it when you think a picture is being taken but it's really a video??? ALWAYS happens to me lol



These two are ALWAYSSSS fighting



never fails...

LoveTo CallMyOwn.

Today is Valentine's Day and I am in school...doing laundry.

...but I'm not mad at that.

I have never had a real Valentine before, and I'm not mad at that.

I love Valentine's Day: the idea of it, the love in the air, even the lack there of.


...but you know what they say, love is contagious and now that it's evidently surrounding me, I can't help but want a piece of it for myself.

I want to be loved. I want someone who gives me butterflies in my stomach every time I see them. I want someone who leaves me thinking about them every morning and every night. I want someone who can fill my head with poetry I never knew of. I want to love someone's flaws. I want to love their scent as they walk across the room. I want to love them even when he...stinks. I just want to love them through the good and the bad. I want to be his partner, his right hand girl, his best friend, his love.

...but most importantly, I want him to love me the same way I have described and feel all of things I feel because in its entirety, I want us to be ONE.

SomeDreamsStayDreams, SomeDreamsComeTrue.

SO I promised myself that I wouldn't do one of these, but hey, I'm at work, and I'm a little bored, so why not? lol

I'm a pretty random person so I writing 25 random facts on myself doesn't seem like a hard task for me. lol

Enjoy! =]

( And let me know about you, tell me some of your random facts =] )

Where shall I begin...

1. I love flowers (especially sunflowers, lotus blossoms, and lillies)
2. I have the biggest sweet tooth ever! I love cookies, candy, desserts! MmmMmm
3. If I wasn't a Broadcasting major (and a past music major) I would DEFINITELY be a History major
4. I went to see "He's Just not that Into You" last night, LONG movie, but still really good, I love Scarlet Johannsen, she's beautiful
5. I swear I had some sort of relation to Malcolm X and Marvin Gaye in my past life.
6. I'm very particular about my hair, I must have also been a hairdresser in my past life.
7. I have one best friend in the entire world and her name is Ashley, I <3 her, every one else I'm close to are just my really close friends, she holds the BEST title lol, but I do love all of the people who are in my life, whether they love me back or not haha...love my family, my best friend, close friends, my IPod, my notebook, and of course my 6 <3
8. I'm a concoction of nationalities, me and my sisters all look different from each other as a product, my uncle calls us the United Nations lol
9. I want to release a "neo-soul," loosely categorized, album one day, and perform in nice little cafes and clubs. *snap snap*
10. Is it really a man's world?
11. My friend Nicole thinks I'm hilarious, see, IIII think I'm funny, but I'm the only one that usually gets my jokes so idk why she thinks I'm funny...maybe she just thinks I'm crazy, which I'm not, I think lol, just kidding.
12. I'm one of those people that you talk to and either leave our conversation with some sort of deep insight or just plain confused, like, "wait, what was she talking about?" lol, yeap, that's me.
13. I want to host and executive produce my own talk show in the future, how great would that be to watch, right? lol...I'm actually going to the Tyra Show on Friday, I'm so excited. now my my next plan, land an internship there =]
14. Don't you think Jamie Foxx is SEXY, splendiferous, absolutely divine?!! He's my over 30 future baby daddy LMAO just kidding people!
15. People say I sound like a 'white girl' on the phone, what is that supposed to mean? lol I personally think I sound like a little girl, but that's it.
16. I love to go shopping but I hate to watch the cashier ring up my clothes...it really hurts.
17. I'm very talkative and really sweet! =]
18. I'm one of those people who throw their phone in their purse and leave it on Silent. I don't really like talking on the phone, but I'm an ok texter.
19. I take random trips without telling anyone sometimes.
20. I am a magazine-a-holic. You can catch me reading magazines like almost everyday, well, just reading. I read a lot, or at least I try to.
21. I want to be Vanity from Vanity 6 for Halloween ;-)
22. I'm into poetry, I love to read and write poetry. You may even catch me making references to a line here or there.
24. I'm attached to my IPod (Snowflake) you will probably ALWAYS see me with her, like ALWAYS!
24. I love listening to certain songs outside when the sun is setting and the weather is comfortable. It's the best feeling in the world, you should try it some time.
25. Contrary to popular belief, I am a HUGEEEEE sports fan, I change my homepage according to the sports season, I know, it's sad. lol


Well, that's all I could think of right now.


God bless!


"Some people really are...still dreaming...they are still dreaming,"
---"Still Dreaming" -NaS