Sailing....

So ya'll know I love me some Avant, right?

Here's why



Oh! and a BONUS for the ladies ; )

Did This Happen to Your Mother? Did Your Sister Throw Up a Lot?

by Alice Parker

I love a man who is not worth
my love.
Did this happen to your mother?
Did your grandmother wake up
for no good reason
in the middle of the night?

I thought love could be controlled.
It cannot.
Onl behaviour can be controlled.
By biting your tongue purple
rather than speak.
Mauling your lips.
Obliterating his number
too thoroughly
to be able to phone.

Love has made me sick.

Did your sister throw up a lot?
Did your cousin complain
of a painful knot
in her back?
Did you aunt always
seem to have something else
troubling her mind?

I thought love would adapt itself
to my needs.
But needs grow too fast;
they come up like weeds.
Through cracks in the conversation.
Through silences in the dark.
Through everything you thought was concrete.

Such needful love has to be chopped out
or forced to wilt back,
poisoned by disapproval
from its own soil.

This is bad news, for the conservationist.

My hand shakes before this killing.
My stomach sits jumpy in my chest.My chest is the Grand Canyon
sprawled empty
over the world.

Whoever he is, he is not worth all this.

And I will never
unclench my teeth long enough
to tell him so.

A Work In Progress.

Some unfinished work of mine....it's so incomplete...it doesn't even have a title...any suggestions?

I hope you enjoy the excerpt

Xoxo,
Keila Rose



As I place my head against yours...on the computer screen…

…I make love to you…

…I make love to you with my eyes, my lips, my hands…

…my…feet.

And as I admire your eyes, your lips, your hands…

…your…feet (lol)…through the canvas painted in front of me

Your spirit intensifies my respiratory system…

…forcing me to BREATHE…

…breathe hard and heavy, making it my mission to suck all of the air from inside you…

…into me…so the air can be like helium…within me

Causing me to fly, with no pull from gravity

…because your air is love, and I’m high off this 143

And no worries T.…

…if the lack of air turns you into a prune…

…Prunes are dried up raisins, and raisins are sweet baby

BUT if you insist in your nutrients

Then like a vampire, suck the sweet nectar from my neck

…filled with vitamins L, O, V, and E…

And as I gaze,

Gaze right into your brown-sugared eyes

…I am fed…

…I am fed with warmth…passion…and life

And now, these almond-shaped eyes are no longer blind



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As I ponder back on the events of our meeting…

…through the computer screen and through my mind…

…I can say, ooh wee, my appetite has been satisfied

You see, I did not simply make love to you…

…I did not simply make love to your eyes, your lips, your hands, and your feet

....I made…DELICIOUS…

… Luscious, delectable, mouth-watering …DELICIOUS LOVE

Porcelian Doll....

I wish I could fix my lips…

…add more collagen, for you

I wish I could fix my teeth…

…make my smile brighter than the moon

I wish I could fix my breast…

…augmented and perkier

I wish I could fix my eyes…

…bigger and rounder, would that make me prettier?

I wish I could fix my nose…

…thinner, much more sophisticated than mine

I wish I could fix my skin…

…less color, paper white

I wish I could be the beauty I see…

…when I see you

I wish I could look in the mirror…

…and see you


I wish I would not have to change…

…to make you happy

I wish you would look in the mirror and…

…see me

I wish your ears could dance the way mine do…

…when I hear your voice

I wish you would memorize my smell the way I do…

…with yours

I wish you would take time to count…

…my heartbeats

They way I take time out to hear…

…you breathe

I wish our kisses felt brand new to you…

…like forbidden fruit to the pure

I wish I could remind you of the women on television who leave you wanting…

…more

I wish I could make you the way you want me to be…

…Perfect to the eyes

I wish I could make you look at me the way I look at you…

…Perfect to my eyes

You are not perfect to everyone…

…but to me, you are

I do not want you to change…

…I just wish you would love me, the way I are

NEW YEAR'S 2010

So I kicked off the new year with a BANG!! My girlfriends and I rented out a house at the Poconos...which resulted in MUCHO TROUBLE of course! lol

Here are some pictures I snagged from my friends' cameras ;)

Enjoy!

I'M BIZACKKK!!

Did you miss me?

I hope so!

We're in a whole new decade ya'll!! I'm so happy and grateful to see another year. I love the ideals behind a WHOLE NEW YEAR--new beginnings, new challenges, new opportunities to GET IT RIGHT! I'm not much of a "New Year's Resolution" type of person. I believe, if you want to achieve something...don't wait...DO IT NOW!

One of the things I plan to do is UPDATE THIS BLOG WAYYY MORE FREQUENTLY than I have in the past year...and I'm starting that NOW! =]

I will share with you all--> photos, my writing, advice...anything that comes to mind worth sharing =]

A little update on what's new with me...

I'm still GRINDING (I don't know how NOT to, but ya'll already know that) I'm a fond believer in success being "when hardwork meets opportunity," and that's what I foresee happening in the future....thus, the grind remains constant. I still have the radio show going with my boy DJ Reese, an internship with Live! with Regis and Kelly....small gigs here and there....and much much more!

I love you all, thank you for constantly stopping through this open journal.

God bless

I'll be back with another post, I promise! =]

-Kéila Rose