Attractiveness,etc.

These past few days have been crazy. A lot of deep thoughts have been pondering through my mind. I do not want to really get into detail about that though; have to keep some parts of my life private, ya know?

Anywho, a lot of the thoughts have been totally random, and you know what has been brought to my attention: People really do not know who I am. It's as though I let off a certain persona which makes it easy to generalize my personality; my like, dislikes, etc.

One example, my friend Eric told me yesterday that he did not know that I was such a huge basketball fan, he thought I only liked Dwayne Wade lol. First, I was surprised that he remembered that I'm a Wade fan. Secondly, do I appear so delicate that I can't be into sports? Well, I just simply replied and said that I'm a huge sports fan; basketball being one of my favorites. And it's crazy how guys get wide-eyed when they hear me talking about sports...as though I'm not supposed to be into that. But you know what I don't like...no matter how much I may know...the guys I meet will always believe they know more than I do. Why? Because I'm a girl. One thing I always hear though is that guys find it attractive when girls are into sports. I beg to differ because there are a lot of girls who plays sports and never had a guy look at them in that way. I guess they find "girly girls" who like sports attractive? Do you agree? Well whatever it is...I don't care about the appeal in my part. I don't like sports to impress anyone...it's just something I have been into ever since I could remember. Can you relate?

Another thing people don't really know about me is that I used to be a tomboy growing up. I used to wear baggy jeans with Air Forces and fitted caps lol. I played softball, volleyball, and sometimes basketball...as well as cheerleading for like 10 years (it is a sport too, ya know). My father was the one who really got me into it I think. Since my father never had a son...I think he kind of tried to make me his son (lmao). Not literally, of course, but I mean...we used to watch sports together since I was a tidbit. I remember, one summer, all I did was go to day camp, come home, make a grilled cheese sandwich, and watch baseball mostly by myself. Haha...I never really shared that with anyone. I think only my best friend knows that I used to do that because she used to call me during the games (lol).

I'll leave you all with that for now. =]

Post-script: Have you heard Lil' Wayne's new album, The Carter III? Haha! Hearing Wayne gives me the best laughs! "We are not the same, I am a Martian!" <<< LMAOOO