As I reminisce on my day, as I'm sucking on this Certs mint, I realize...
.............Men are intimidated of women who carry large company.
"Where did this come from?" you may ask.
Well, today after finishing my last class for the day...I went back to my dorm room. I was alone. For the first time in a while I was in my room without a roommate and without suitemates. It was lovely. Do not get me wrong, I loved them...they are the best...but I like my "ME" time, yanno? So I took advantage and read a [boring] chapter from one of my textbooks, caught up on the Tyra Show and thought to myself...
"Hmm, let me do something I have never done before...I'm going to eat in one of the dining areas on campus BY MYSELF..."
"What's the big deal?" you may ask.
Well, I always said that if I ate by myself here on campus...I will look like a LOSER (lol). I shook that off today and I did it...I ate by myself.
I sat there, with an insecurity inside me, but I still carried my head high (You can't let them see you sweat now lol). I had my IPod (Snowflake) on, reading my magazine, while eating my food. Soo, obviously you can assume that it was "ME" time bc I was occupied, but NOPE...every minute, some new dude came up to me starting conversation.
It was so funny to me. Just random guys...I guess it makes them feel more like a 'man' when they approach a female with out the extra baggage that comes with the extra company.
I would deeply diagnose the situation, but...honestly, there is no time for that at the moment =]. Maybe, I'll revisit at a later date. ;-)
-I'm about to go to one of my girlfriends' apartment now with my other girlfriends for a gathering =] hehe
Post-script: My condolences go to those families of those lives who were lost in September 11, 2001. =(
Currently Listening to: "Like it Like That" - A Tribe Called Quest
With much love and much respect,
-KéilaL<3ve.
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