Porcelian Doll....

I wish I could fix my lips…

…add more collagen, for you

I wish I could fix my teeth…

…make my smile brighter than the moon

I wish I could fix my breast…

…augmented and perkier

I wish I could fix my eyes…

…bigger and rounder, would that make me prettier?

I wish I could fix my nose…

…thinner, much more sophisticated than mine

I wish I could fix my skin…

…less color, paper white

I wish I could be the beauty I see…

…when I see you

I wish I could look in the mirror…

…and see you


I wish I would not have to change…

…to make you happy

I wish you would look in the mirror and…

…see me

I wish your ears could dance the way mine do…

…when I hear your voice

I wish you would memorize my smell the way I do…

…with yours

I wish you would take time to count…

…my heartbeats

They way I take time out to hear…

…you breathe

I wish our kisses felt brand new to you…

…like forbidden fruit to the pure

I wish I could remind you of the women on television who leave you wanting…

…more

I wish I could make you the way you want me to be…

…Perfect to the eyes

I wish I could make you look at me the way I look at you…

…Perfect to my eyes

You are not perfect to everyone…

…but to me, you are

I do not want you to change…

…I just wish you would love me, the way I are