UnComfortable.

What is it that I really want?

I thought I was comfortable with the "no strings attached" way of life, but sometimes, it's like, no matter how I try...strings somehow link together.

Where do you find a fine line between friends and its benefits?

Really, I thought I have found it, but nope, it's not evident. Either one of two things occur, 1. one of the two is not comfortable with the term 'friend' and they want more of a substantial title OR 2. one of the two gets too comfortable with the idea and the 'cut off' situation becomes more difficult for them to concur...and the ironic thing is, they're the one who initiated the scenario in the first place.

If that's what I wanted, why can't [insert name here] want the same thing too?

I have always been the one to 'want the cake and eat it too' and when all the attention isn't focused on me, I seem to take it personal. It's wrong, I know, because I want the freedom to go and do what I want in the companionship of anyone I want, but when the tables turn on me...well, that's a little hard for me to swallow.

-KéilaL<3ve.