Flinch.

Today, I feel a mess.

How does someone have the ability to make someone feel incompetent; unable to control THEIR OWN feelings?

All of my beliefs in the subject, all thrown out the window. Oh, how I wish I could rewind time in times like this.

But God, does make us go through these situations so we can learn and grow from them.

So, tomorrow, I will try not to think about it, and put less effort because that's the opposite of today's actions. Plus, I'm probably blowing this out of the water.

These next two weeks WILL be a blast for me. So who has plans? Let me know. =]

PS- Oh yes, forgot about New Years, that's always fun! =] Hopefully me and my girls find something to do, and my dad doesn't act like an a-hole about it.

So, I hope everyone had a very merry CHRISTmas! =] May God bless you and your family, as well as mine.

'Til next time...