CHRISTmas is one of my favorite holidays of the year...not only because I receive gifts, but because I love seeing my family together (I know it sounds cheesy but it's true). Oh yea! Also, now that I'm in college, Xmas presents the beginning of my vacation which is much needed. I love it! I get to see my friends from high school and I get to "relax" a bit. Xmas this year presented nothing, but anger this year.
First, on XMas Eve, me, my father, and mother got into a huge argument. So big my father made a hole on the kitchen wall by throwing some keys...yea...he's a pretty strong dude.
Yea...my mother pretty much hates me now. "Supposedly" she woke up crying yesterday because of the altercation between us the night before. My mother never cries and never speaks of her crying...that's why I find it hard to believe. Last night, I kept thinking that my mom felt a strong hate towards me which made me not want to sleep alone. So, I slept in my little sisters' room with one of the twins and one of them slept in my room alone. I can't explain the feeling, but all I know is that I did not want to be in that room alone last night.
A few minutes ago, I got into a mini fight against my little sister...and now she basically hates more than she did before. Of course, my mom is on her side because I'm seen like the devil here.
Yea...............in conclusion, everyone in this house hates me right about now. Man...there just can't be peace in this house when I'm around I see. I need to get out of this house!!!! I need my peaceful dorm room!
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