If I Have My Way

Have you ever felt unnoticed by the one you desire? I have ... and still do at times. Every time I see him ... I light up when notices me in return. He doesn't notice me the way that i want him to though. I just wish he would tell me what I want to hear. I have tried so hard to forget about this one guy...but I can't. On the exterior...we compliment each other. And I know he's not good for me...at least not at this point of his life, but I still insist on hoping. I meet great guys who >for a moment< make me forget about this other guy, but it's not easy. Can you all relate?

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During the summer (when I first mt him) I would play Chrisette Michele's album non-stop. So every time I think of him...I think of the songs on her album. One song in particular, "If I Have My Way," sticks out in my mind because it explains the way I feel when ever I see him.